Monday, August 25
Feeling: SIGH
Like above, SIGH.. Yesterday SUCKED...
He came back from his run at 12pm. Then he fell asleep until around 5pm. After which he took over the computer and I was so bored until I fell asleep. Then! I had to wake up at 8:45pm to catch the 9:15pm show of Meet Dave at Cineleisure.
After the movie we went home and soon it was midnight and it was a total waste of a day he saved for spending it with me! But that's not the worst part.
He knew I was keeping in touch with CC thru sms and sometimes calls. He went ballistic when I was sms-ing him (he was using the com and I had nothing to do) and started saying stuff like "can you stop sms-ing him!" and "I have a friend in M'sia too, why don't I keep sms-ing and calling her?!"
Wtf? I got so mad and I didnt know what else to do so I did the most horrible thing: I sms-ed him that I won't be able to contact him anymore.
My heart fell apart. I was so devastated because CC really is a good friend and he keeps me company when I'm alone and bored. Is there really a reason for Chris to overreact like that?? It's not like I was having an affair with him. *heart breaks once more*
The worst part is that CC understood...He just replied "kk..." and that was that.
Chris should be happy, not mad. I took his advice and started to see my old friends again. And made new ones too. He's always complaining about me not going out and meeting people. I've been seeing Jon, Sher and soon I'm going to meet Xiufeng and Belle. I'm getting myself out of the house and CC doesn't keep me focused on just waiting for Chris to come home. I feel happy with a friend like him and all the rest.
I feel so awful right now. Having a boyfriend shouldn't mean I can't keep in contact with CC. But that's that. He doesn't play Cabal anymore so I won't see him online. Perhaps joining CC's guild and making a good friend out of him was a mistake in the first place.
I just wish Chris wasn't so sensitive. Last time it was like he almost didn't care about me. Well I guess you can't have the best of both worlds.
Like above, SIGH.. Yesterday SUCKED...
He came back from his run at 12pm. Then he fell asleep until around 5pm. After which he took over the computer and I was so bored until I fell asleep. Then! I had to wake up at 8:45pm to catch the 9:15pm show of Meet Dave at Cineleisure.
After the movie we went home and soon it was midnight and it was a total waste of a day he saved for spending it with me! But that's not the worst part.
He knew I was keeping in touch with CC thru sms and sometimes calls. He went ballistic when I was sms-ing him (he was using the com and I had nothing to do) and started saying stuff like "can you stop sms-ing him!" and "I have a friend in M'sia too, why don't I keep sms-ing and calling her?!"
Wtf? I got so mad and I didnt know what else to do so I did the most horrible thing: I sms-ed him that I won't be able to contact him anymore.
My heart fell apart. I was so devastated because CC really is a good friend and he keeps me company when I'm alone and bored. Is there really a reason for Chris to overreact like that?? It's not like I was having an affair with him. *heart breaks once more*
The worst part is that CC understood...He just replied "kk..." and that was that.
Chris should be happy, not mad. I took his advice and started to see my old friends again. And made new ones too. He's always complaining about me not going out and meeting people. I've been seeing Jon, Sher and soon I'm going to meet Xiufeng and Belle. I'm getting myself out of the house and CC doesn't keep me focused on just waiting for Chris to come home. I feel happy with a friend like him and all the rest.
I feel so awful right now. Having a boyfriend shouldn't mean I can't keep in contact with CC. But that's that. He doesn't play Cabal anymore so I won't see him online. Perhaps joining CC's guild and making a good friend out of him was a mistake in the first place.
I just wish Chris wasn't so sensitive. Last time it was like he almost didn't care about me. Well I guess you can't have the best of both worlds.
michi ]|[ 13:24